Humiliating 7 min’s of my life

7 mins Read:

This story will unravel the fact what one of my friend posted on his wall some month ago which happened way back in winters of 2010.

**That Trincadi passed and he blushed** (Well this whole story talks about   the tense situation when the girl whom liked a lot passed by me in college and........ I blushed)

So, Seated on the boulevard lane of the college irrespective of the fact that at any instant of time... she (u know who) would appear,

I, A and M were gossiping about ( crap!! i don't remember)  nevertheless, whatever we may be discussing  was total irrelevant and unproductive as else more than that we are not supposed to discuss. . 

  ”ho he nahi sakta” .

During the talk someone out of my two friends figured out that the girl was at the parking lot and was approaching towards us…I shifted my glare by moving my neck a bit up as I was seated at the extreme end and had a friend who Is 6 feet tall seated  at first end..

# Adjustment is in our Blood-Indians#

I was terribly dazed as I saw her…totally out of mind....

i don’t know y this kinda feeling comes when u see sm1 u love.

so, we left crap discussion for a while and started talking shit...ya it was total shit.. i must say that..

Discussion started between us but in a chirping manner...

*conversation between us*

A : chal ja…nahi karsakta

kyu nahi karsakta    *i replied*  

M : kyu ke terie mein dum nahi he…

Wait a minute!!

Well!! Let me take u to my first lecture…we three were discussing about my  guts that I can do anything, I can do this…i can do that, No fear’s… won’t get traumatized when she would be nearby me…and blah blah...

so, this was the reason which lead to the challenge on the lane. Challenge ? U must be wondering, what this challenge is all about? well...Challenge is what you ll get to know later of the story.

*conversation continues*

A: chal ho gayi 100 ke..tu nahi karsakta..

**Acutely he was asking me to stare her... i took the challenge...**

In the meantime my 6 feet friend prompted...

M:Hey mere b 100 laga…tuje use 'hi' bhe kehna he..

not a big deal...I will do it comfortably..* i quoted*

Well Guys... it was a bullshit idea. It was insanely stupid not to have my mind in my control that time.

i was actually meant to be HUMILIATED....so, i had to have this HUMILIATION...

Also her mesmerizing look had already taken it away...SO, no regrets...

frankly speaking...you can't be in total control when you have some1 special in your close proximity.

First 2 min’s

She had left the parking lot and was approaching us.

Trust me...I had started shivering as I saw her coming.

She was looking prettiest of the prettiest… Angelic! One word can describe her better..!!BEAUTIFUL!! Worthy of adoration and reverence. Her sublime beauty was looking like an oozed droplet on the shiny leaf under the shining sun.

Despite of encouraging, my so called amiable friends which were supposed to be amicable to me behaved like douche and started irritating me…

They tried hard to make me feel "shaky" and staggering. Comments were being fired on me just like an 'aimer' aims fire on the target.

*comments *

Oye! Teri halat patli ho rahi he...

Tu toh gaya…wo aa rahi he...

See someone is BLUSHINGGGGGGGG.

It was appalling…ouch!

Mid 3 min’s

I had decided that I will surely gonna stare her directly into her eyes without any fear and would say 'HI' to her.

Hunh! By the time she reached the lane... I lost my eyesight... i was bewildered...

What my friends were expecting...happened.

Of course the delusion...

Yes…....I couldn’t stare her: p.

*I don’t know y this happens...but esa hota he... U suddenly lose your mind and your heart starts pounding like   a hell…and your confidence. Just bites the dust*

Her 20-30 steps to bypass me was the toughest time for me…I moved my head by 90 degree straightaway…And heard calmly so that I could figure out  that she has passed..

My red face was projecting me as totally screwed one…Turning 90 degree and bowing head was my whole guts all about…truly I was helpless..

**May b it was internal thing which usually one goes through when he is in love with someone…**

It had been 5 min the time she passed me…

Well it wasn’t that humiliating what I had to face after she passed. * From my so called friends…*

Last 2 min’s

Here goes the humiliating part…

A: Hunh! Hi.. bolega,smile karega,nazar milaega rofl…

Bada bol raha tha mere mein guts he…I can do…

Kaha gaye guts…

*As usual 2nd friend prompted*

M: de 100 rupee…de  jaldi de..

deta hu… * I resented *

A: had ho gayi…tu dekh b Nhi paya use…muh he palat diya..

Kam se kam dekh toh leta usne pehna kya tha..wo wohi the ya koi aur..Hahahaha...

**yes…strong point, at least I should have seen her**

They were shouting at me and I was listening to ‘em in dormancy…it was petrifying. Feeling of embarrassment was coming out in the form of horripilation around my neck.

Looking at me 1st one alleged and claimed 2nd one saying…hey look he got tears in his eyes…

*yes… he was right…I had tears in my eyes, not because they were shouting on me but I felt like something missing. I felt like a no-hoper*

Will I be able to live without her??  * I mumbled*

Total swing of mood shifted from higher to lower…they hold me in a warmish manner and edify me.

They said to forget her…but they knew it wasn’t going to be easy…I wiped my tear…And waited sometime to calm myself...

It was total hushed environment. Everybody was numbed and we were about to leave, suddenly the 6 feet guy prompted once again...

Oye! Maggie khila…aur bus fare b tu dega (coz I had lost the bet)

What?????????????????

We actually laughed on this prompt and left the place happily….

 P.S..

 Whatever you feel whatever you go through just tell it just let it go...

You don't know what is in the box.

If you really love her don’t let her go. Do anything to get her 

Anything... 

 Love doesn’t have any boundary love doesn't have any method...

it is a conjure vibe from one heart to another heart

Spreading......spreading......spreading.......