Trust that Hurts

Never break someone’s trust... It hurts.
You gave me a reason to smile
And then walked away from me far mile.
You stood beside me all the time
But when I needed you the most,
I realized that you were not mine.

You always keep on asking me “What’s the matter”

But how am I suppose to say- You are the reason for my life’s disaster

 I feel like I’m trapped in some prison
I could not believe that you were in my life only for a season

People keep on asking me “What am I thinking?”
But they do not know that deep in the ocean my heart is sinking  

There was a time when you never let a drop of tear roll out of my eyes
And today you have left my hands and moved out in skies
 

My life was so happy and bright
But now, it has again turned black and white  

There was a moment when you used to be always free
But today you are so far that there’s no time left for me

You always broke my trust
And made the situations more worst  
Every morning I used to wait for your ping
But now morning to evening my phone even doesn’t ring  

Previously for every small little thing we used to cheer
But today my eyes are wet full of tears  
I miss those moments spent together
But now I realize that you never bothered  

How difficult it is to stay far apart
After knowing that you were my life’s most important part
I tried my best to hold this relation
Even though I did not have enough of patience  

I don’t know I fell for you
But for me it was like a dream come true

I still cherish those moments
But unfortunately today we have turned to opponents  

You’re every word bought sweetness in my life
But today your every act is poking me like a bitter knife  

Now I have got only regret
I wished we had never met
There would have been no tears, no sorrows
And we would have being chirping like a happy sparrow  

Today I’m living in guilt
And trying to forget you have become more difficult

I wish no one ever goes through this pain
Because there is no gain, and all your efforts go in vain

And today I’m all alone
 Standing in a crowd like a stupid clown  
This is just because I trusted someone completely
And that person didn’t even bother to look at me  
And that’s the reason why I say “NEVER TRUST”… It “HURTS”…

Written By
-Sushant Bhat